If I am older, which I am, then why am I not better?
Why do I still struggle with the same lack of discipline and immaturity?
Will I ever feel like a responsible grown-up?
I have two adult children; I am a mother-in-law. I may be a grandmother in the next couple of years.
Am I wiser?
Yes. I recognize my failings more quickly now, and I don't make as many excuses as I used to, and I recover faster from them, and, I hope, I trust in Him more.
Maybe I'll get there...in another 48 years...